Tuesday, April 13, 2010

A Prayer

It’s crazy how I can feel so alone even though I know you are with me…I can feel so misunderstood when I know you understand me…feeling like I have no freedom when you are my freedom….trying to live for you is harder than I thought especially when i'm sorrounded by people I can't connect with and don't understand what you are trying to do in me and what you have put in me…they’re so stuck in doing religion that they forget what it’s like to genuinely live for you ….I sometimes feel like things are closing in on me and I got to make a decision…..time is passing by ….feeling trapped within my own ….trying to follow your will seems like I would be disowning my own…if they would only understand that I’m not theirs…I belong to you…I don’t belong to them….it’s about me fulfilling my purpose in you…I prefer to follow you than them….your my everything…all my delight is in you Lord.....God when will this end?...Oh God hear my cry and respond with power so I can live freely for you without any religious torment...but only living truly by your word….God when will you move with your power?....when will you release me?...help me understand what you are trying to do in me…I’m tired of being tired….of feeling mislead and worried….I want to feel your joy once again…So I can remember how you are the God of joy, happiness and peace….God remind me of how exciting it is to live for you and live in your salvation…God dwell in me….So I can be like you and live the life you have for me…God move in this generation with power….make this generation uncomfortable and make them willing to seek your glory and not approval of man…Who will stand Lord?....Many say they will but never will….Release the Prophets, Apostles, Evangelist, Pastors and teachers of this generation/time so we can reach this world that were living in NOW…Cover this generation with a fresh anointing….Rise up men and women that will genuinely follow you for who you are and not just for what you do…for we want to know you for who you are…We want to truly know you for ourselves and not just know you by what we hear of you….God save this generation….pour out your spirit in this time…Use those that are willing to rise up for your cause….Rise up the righteous men and women.....You be the one that appoints Leaders of this time....Leaders truly set by you that no man can come against because they have been appointed by you....Leaders that will not conform to the ways of the world and the religious but who will yield to you alone and lead this generation to you...Rise up a generation of Jesus followers....not religion followers.....